Eight months ding inamag ang blog na ito...
hindi naman kasi talagang malugod sa aking pusoang pag-gawa ng blog...
ginagawa ko lang ito kapag ako'y sobrang natutuwa or in my case now, sobrang naiirita....
STORY FOR THE DAY: X friend and Y friend
PART 1: Y FRIEND <>
nakalulungkot isipin na kaagad masisira ang pagkakaibigang sinisimulan mo pa lamang pagtibayin...
ang problema ay hindi ako ang may kasalanan....
bigla na lamang akong nilayuan Y friend... At first hindi ko siya pinansin...
maybe I was just being paranoid.... 1 week had passed.... no talk, no conversation.... ni hindi man lang nga ako tinitingnan eh...
nakapagtataka.... kaya I consulted my friends on what should I do.... all of them had given unanimous advices... Confront the bastard...
well that's what I did.... turned out, it didn't went out the way i expected it to be...
Y friend said that I was just being paranoid.... blah blah blah......
kahit na sinabi niya iyon, there is still something inside me saying that something was wrong....
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well dahil na nga niya na there's nothing wrong, I tried to confide my other problem to Y friend...
I expected that Y friend would try to help or maybe just even ask what the fuck was wrong with me....
masama nga pala talaga ang mag-expect.... masakit kasi ma-disppoint eh...
tae... eh pano ba naman, ang sinabi lang niya eh "hindi dapat ako ang tinatanong mo, dapat sarili mo" at "how the hell should I know that"....
sobrang nakakabadtrip iyon... parang napakawalang-kuwenta nung mga effort ko para magkabati sila nung isa niyang kaibigan..... I was the one who mediated on their supposed reconciliation....
sabi ni katm, it's probable daw na naiilang sa akin si Y friend... baka akala niya gusto ko siya....
hahahaha!! ang saya naman kung ganun iyong mangyayari.... nakakatuwa naman kung iyon yung dahilan.... haha...
to make the long stroy short, hindi na kami nag-uusap ngayon.....
gusto ko sana siyang kausapin one of these days to get things straightened up...
pero siyempre iniisip ko rin ang status niya.... I have a feeling na may problema siya lately at ayoko nang dumagdag pa sa problema niya... hindi naman ako prevailing factor ng kanyang buhay niya hano!!
so I will just do what I do best on situations like these...keepquiet,observe and help if Y friend asks for it....
sana nga lang matapos na 'tong uber badtrip na nararamdaman ko....
but still, no matter how irritated I am feeling rightnow, willing pa rin akong tulungan ang isang baliw na tulad mo...
lumapit ka lang....
GAWD I'm so hungry... wala pa akong tulog dahill Zoology depex kaninang umaga... at kakatapos kolang i-upload iyong reference set ko sa comm.... at nagugutom na ako!!!
TAE!!!
I haven't eaten for 8hours....
so hanggang dito na lang...
Watch out for part 2: X friend: the person I am really loathing at right now.....
